Do you often feel like you don't have time to meet all the people you would like to meet? Do you feel like you don't have time to your friends?
Recently, I have felt like that often. I've been super busy with the school; I have a loads of homework everyday and I feel like there is always a deadline pushing me to do more and more work. We have projects all the time and some days I am at school from 7.30am to 6pm.
This weekend is special, because it is the first weekend for 7 weeks that I don't have any homework or project to do. And man, it feels so good! I can just relax and I don't have to worry about anything related to school. But I still do worry. Today I've been worrying about the grade I will get from my history essay. Yesterday I worried about my English assigment which will be do at the end of the October. Why do I keep worrying about these things? I am really determined to do my work well at school and I have some goals concerning my future. I really want to be successful and I know I have to work hard to get to that point. But why cannot I just relax for a one weekend? Tonight I had some old school friends at my house, which is a hood thing, because normally I just do homeworks and stuff during the weekends. My friends call be a "unusual 18 year old" because I am not spending my weekends at clubs getting drunk. That is just not my thing. We watched a movie and had a fun time but still I noticed that our conversation somehow turned to school. I am happy to know that I am not the only one stressing about those things.
I think that right now, when it is almost my time to go to sleep I will just pick a book and read for a while. Reading has always been a way for me to forget all the problems and stress causing things at least for a while.
What is your way to relax? Which things cause you stress?
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